It was my handiwork.
I had wedged a pencil
into my corner of the table.
The ugly sunmica gaped
like an alligator and I would
close its jaw whenever
an unwary ant would enter
looking for scattered morsels.
I enjoyed playing God,
taking life out of them.
Sometimes, I could hear
Father's footsteps arriving
and his fragmented, bent
shadow on the floor.
My heart would skip
a thousand beats,
as I would swiftly
hide the pencil and
at other times I couldn't.
Most days he would just
smile, but sometimes
he would ruffle my hair too.
And on those days I wondered,
why He had never repaired
our crumbling ant infested table
in all these years?
I had wedged a pencil
into my corner of the table.
The ugly sunmica gaped
like an alligator and I would
close its jaw whenever
an unwary ant would enter
looking for scattered morsels.
I enjoyed playing God,
taking life out of them.
Sometimes, I could hear
Father's footsteps arriving
and his fragmented, bent
shadow on the floor.
My heart would skip
a thousand beats,
as I would swiftly
hide the pencil and
at other times I couldn't.
Most days he would just
smile, but sometimes
he would ruffle my hair too.
And on those days I wondered,
why He had never repaired
our crumbling ant infested table
in all these years?